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Bonnie Gray
If
you've ever pursued a God-sized dream, you will be challenged to do what
doesn't come naturally. You'll be challenged to walk by faith.
I
was driving late to an appointment and getting antsy at each stoplight. There
had been something bugging me for a while that I couldn't shake.
I
was discouraged about some dreams I'd been pursuing.
I
had hit some roadblocks and I was stalled.
So
I decided to talk with someone who counsels people through transitions and grab
a cup of coffee. I was curious to get her perspective.
Putting
plans in place to get things done has always been my thing.
I
had carved out a career in high tech getting teams to produce products doing
just that. I liked planning and measuring progress. I got good at meeting
goals.
But,
the dreams I'm talking about don't reach success through executing plans.
These
dreams are God-sized dreams.
A
Safety Mechanism
God-sized
dreams defy control and only survive on one ingredient: faith.
The
more I want to make progress, the more I get discouraged. It's like a safety
mechanism God puts into the dreams that come from Him.
I
can only get to the destination walking by faith, which means I can only see
one step at a time.
The
trouble is that I don't like doing the one-day-at-a-time gig.
The
experience has felt long and dreary. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm even heading in
the right direction.
Nothing
To Fix
An
hour later, with a drained cappuccino and a bunch of wooden stir sticks I broke
while talking, the verdict was this:
Keep
going. Don't give up. Transitions takes time.
"Hmm..." I answer cautiously because I really want something to be wrong. I
want to fix something.
"So, you're saying I'm not missing
anything?"
"Nothing's wrong" was the reply.
I
stood up, awkwardly surprised. At the same time, I was relieved because I knew
I could now go home and ask God what all this was about.
What
Doesn't Come Naturally
Sometimes
the only known path to the future is a desire to stay faithful, even in the
face of discouragement.
That
is what I realized as I stopped to pray in my car before returning home.
As
I desperately listened, I got a strong sense of what needed to be done.
Keep
doing what I'm asking you to do, regardless of what it looks like, Bonnie.
There
wasn't anything I could fix. No changes to be made. Well, one change was needed
-- the one in my heart.
It
doesn't come naturally, but I needed to trust God more.
After
all, it's easier to think something is wrong when nothing is happening. Then
we'd have something to fix.
It's
also harder to keep doing the same thing, when we just want to see change.
Some
people give you the impression that trusting God comes second nature. I'm not
quite there yet.
That
is why it is such a big deal that God is faithful, even when we are not.
Is it
still worth it? I ask myself, as I drove into the garage with the same daily
routine waiting for me.
Do
I still want to trust God even when it's hard? I remember a time when I
struggled to answer that question.
So,
when I found my heart saying yes that day, I knew God was at work in me. And I
was unexpectedly encouraged.
“No one who trusts God like this -- heart and soul --
will ever regret it.
It's the same for all of us, acting in the same
incredibly generous way." ~
Romans 10:11-12
The
Message
Are
you feeling discouraged because you're in between transitions?
God's
dreams for you can never be stalled.
He's
calling you to draw near Him, to give you strength, to keep doing what you're
doing.
He
knows our hearts are weary. Yet He sees our desire to stay faithful. None of
that changes His love for us. And He'll guide us all the way.
How
is God asking you to trust Him more?
Pull
up a chair. I'd love to hear your thoughts. Click to share a comment.
By Bonnie Gray, the
FaithBarista serving up shots of faith for everyday life.
Join Bonnie at
http://www.FaithBarista.com, on Facebook or Twitter.
Bonnie Gray is an inspiring
Christian writer and blogger, offering encouragement to keep faith fresh in the
daily grind. Her writing springs from
the belief that the beauty of faith often takes place when life goes off
script. Bonnie is the Founder of FaithBarista.com and featured writer for
Hallmark subsidiary DaySpring's (in)Courage. Bonnie is a native Californian
living in the heart of Silicon Valley with her best friend Hubby, wrangling
their two heaven-sent boys on the homestead.
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